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Monday, September 1, 2008

I find this rather funny because I totally forgot that I have a blog! Katangahan nga naman. Seryoso, nakalimutan ko talaga. Ang dami kong iniisip at ginigawa, and I even forget to write everything down. Nawawalan na ng saysay itong blog na to. Pero here I am again, trying to revive this one kasi naiinspire ako to the people who are kind enough to leave me comments. Salamat talaga sa inyo.

Naging busy ako sa pag memake over ng sarili ko. Binago ko lahat sa akin pagkatapos ng break-up, para makapagmove on na talaga ako, at siya na rin. Bago ko lang nalaman na meh bagong girlfriend na siya, and I'm totally fine about it. Really, no hurt feelings whatso. As a matter of fact, I am happy for him dahil finally, nakapag let go na rin kami sa isa't isa. It wasn't easy nga naman to get over with the feelings for someone whom you shared 6 years of your life with. But masaya ako na we both realized that six years is enough for us.

I want to make kwento something. This is so random, and wala lang. I just want to make kwento. O eto na. Just the other day, I was in G4 with some friends and I accidentally bumped into an old friend way back high school. I was super masaya kasi I never saw her again after she graduated kasi she was super older than me but we belonged to the same club kaya we became friends then.

This girl, whom we shall name Marie, had this boyfriend way back in high school, whom we shall name Jay. They were such a perfect couple that time kasi Marie is like the prettiest girl in the campus. She's the band majorette, the captain cheerleader, the president of the choir, the miss high school, and a lot lot more. She had almost everything a girl could ever ask for before.

Marie was somehow close to "too good to be true" back then. She's the she's-all-that type and everyone gets intimidated by her. She's rich, very beautiful, and super matalino as well. And oh, not to mention, she's super mabait and down-to-earth. I remember when she passes by the corridor, everyone would literally stop with what they're doing and just stare at her. All the boys go crazy over her, but she just remained humble.

Naaalala ko, lahat ng mga lalaki sa high school nung time namin, courted her. And you know who she chose? She chose Jay, yung tahimik na boy-next-door type na anak ng janitor namin sa school. Lahat siguro na shock kasi ni hindi nga namin alam na nagcocourt si Jay sa kanya. But it was a very remarkable thing in high school kasi biruin mo, she chose Jay over the "crush ng bayan".

Marie's father later found out about her and Jay and planned to 'exile' Marie to another place para malayo kay Jay. Marie and Jay made tanan right after graduation and then we didn't know what happened next anymore. Sabi nga ng iba, "Maghihiwalay din yun. Hindi makakaya ni Marie ng buhay mahirap. Di nya kayang walang yaya at driver." But we never knew anymore what happened to them.

Until nga the other day that I bumped into her. Ibang-iba na siya nung high school. Grabe. Sila pa rin ni Jay and she never went back home simula nung nag tanan sila. She traded the fame and wealth over true love.

Naiiyak na ako ngayon. =(

I'll continue next time. I'm crying na talaga. Tang ina naman!